Eyes on God

Well, I got through the weekend. Even, thanks to steroids, got to go to church.

I have told quit a few people that the Lupus is back and have had various reactions. Mostly, they say it is an attack from Satan. Does not feel that way to me. I believe it to be a test.

Some ask, what sin am I in. I'm always sinning, but, I have not entered into anything new. I did, start, to ask myself that question. But, decided that I was not going there. I was not going to dwell on looking for a sin in my life. I will, instead, concentrate on the glory of God. To stay in that negative thinking will only hurt me. God will reveal if I need to change something in my life.

I, again, am sad but not devastated. Whatever the reason for this flare or relapse, I will endure and all the while keep my eyes on God.